I have a great deal of stress, if you know me it's something that plagues me all the time but right now its pretty bad. It's no one thing either. I love my new job, but I wish my place was clean and living in a mess causes me to feel bad. That's why OCD sucks. I keep telling myself a bit at a time and eventually it will get better but I have been saying that for a few months. I'm sitting on a mountain of administrative, clean up and financial mess.
I'm trying to take care of myself first and let everything else fall into place. I have headaches, I need to work out, and just take care of myself as much as possible. It felt like a good day to blog cause I have people waking me up when I'm napping for stuff that is so unimportant to me I don't know what to say.
I have my landlord yelling at me about the rent because Chase lost my check in the mail. Just drama upon drama and I need to take things a step at a time. Hopefully I can get things better soon. But first I need to take care of my health and sanity.
Menace
11 years ago
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